Driving without glasses

It seems like I've turned a corner this weekend! Yesterday I felt like my vision was good enough to drive, and drive I did, all over the city on a foggy, dreary day. I even parallel parked without hurting anyone or anything. The computer screen looks far crisper and I'm able to read signs from a distance. I went to an art exhibit today and found that my eyes did feel dry after too much focusing, and I needed to get close to the exhibits to read the descriptions. Overall though I couldn't be happier about my improvement. It varies and things still aren't perfect, but making out the contours of the clouds and spring cherry blossoms sans glasses was a real treat. I hope it just keeps getting better!

Back and forth

My break from the steroid (FML) drops was short lived. I had a checkup on Wednesday and the bad news was that my hunch re: my visual acuity was correct; I'd regressed and was only seeing 20/80. However, I was healing well and infection-free, so the doctor recommended I continue with the steroid drops four times a day. He predicted improved vision at my follow-up in a week, but I was skeptical. Now I'm thinking his prediction may prove true. Yesterday I felt a slight improvement in my vision, though my vision was certainly still not at it's post-surgery high point of 20/30. This morning brought noticable improvement, and I just pushed the computer screen back a bit on my desk. I continue to use the Refresh drops constantly, as my doctor said they speed healing whether my eyes feel dry or not. I'm feeling hopeful!

Is there an eyelash in my eye, for *#(@ sake?

Vision today iss the same as it's been for the past few days (clear in the morning, right eye deteriorates first, both eyes struggle to read and work on the computer throughout the day), but today I finally became concerned about a foreign body sensation in my right eye. After many eye drops and near constant checking my eye in the mirror, I had to admit there there was nothing there and something else was amiss. I called the laser eye center and spoke with the doctor I am scheduled to see for my 2 week follow up tomorrow. He not-so-reassuringly told me that he couldn't tell over the phone whether I should be alarmed (annoying, but being a lawyer I do understand his need for the disclaimer), but that I should certainly keep my appointment tomorrow and should stop taking the steroid drop inthe meantime. He said many people notice a difference in their vision and comfort after even one night without the steroid drops, and that we may opt to change my routine up after a break. I have read that the steroid drops are actually designed to slow your healing so that you don't develop corneal haze and to help maintain the desired correction, but I'm pretty curious now and intend to ask to the doctor tomorrrow.

Patience

Boy is this frustrating! My vision improved so quickly in the days immediately following my surgery, that I thought I'd be happy and near perfect within a week. Instead, I feel like my vision stalled out, and maybe even regressed a bit after my bandage contacts lenses were removed. There is still a noticable difference between my right and left eye, and it's very difficult to read the computer screen for very long. I want to rub my right eye all the time, as if there is a piece of dirt in it that is impeding my vision, though that's obviously not the case. My vision is, without a doubt, far better than it was without contacts or glasses before and my eyes feel ok, so of course that's good, I am just in the panic mode that many people seem to experience and wonder whether things will ever get better.

Dry eyes

Life is mostly back to normal now, as the discomfort is gone and my new eyes are settling in. For the past two days I've noticed that my vision is pretty clear first thing in the morning, but 1) within an hour or two my right eye becomes noticably weaker than my left (consistent with earlier checkups), and 2) both eyes deteriorate as the day goes on, and this seems to be related to dryness. The lubricating drops help for a few seconds but the effect is not lasting. The fact that I have been working full days in front of the computer must have something to do with it, and my vision is definitely better when I'm not in front of the screen. Unfortunately my job involves long hours in front of the computer so this may be something I have to live with for a while. This Saturday I have a lot of social items on the agenda soI won't be working much then; a largely computer-free day would be a good test for the eyes.

Day 6

No discomfort, no light sensitivity, no dryness, no halos or anything freaky. Vision still seems a bit blurrier than it did with the bandage contacts in and for some mysterious reason, my eyes keep taking turns, with one being the weak eye and one the stronger. My vision isn't terrible in either but I'd generally describe it as good in only one eye at a time, usually the right. I figured I'd be happy just to have no pain or discomfort at this point and "good enough" vision, but it's a bit more frustrating than I expected! I am able to work but do have a tough time with small print on the computer.

Day 5

My vision has been decent, good enough to watch TV and work on the computer. I came to work today and was getting by just fine and looking forward to my lunch visit to the eye doctor. As expected, he said all was well and removed my bandage contact lenses. He said that my vision was 20/30. I was pleased and expected my vision to improve some without the dirty old lenses in my eyes. I have been back at my desk for a few hours now and my vision seems blurrier. I am disappointed and not quite sure why my vision would regress, but am hopeful that this is just temporary. I am certainly more comfortable than I was with the contacts and should be ok to finish out a days worth of work. In two more days I can scale back to nothing but FML and Refresh drops, ditch the goggles for sleeping, and begin wearing eye makeup again.